Friday, October 16, 2009

Totally Helpless.

Malam tadi dapat email dari management: "Your report for September is not looking good. According to your timesheet you have zero utilization and productivity for September 2009."

Tertekannnyeeeeeeee! sedih

Abis dah kalo PM tak nampak aku deliver then dia taknak charge aku billable, CEMANA NAK ADA PRODUCTIVITY??? Billable = productivity. Saiko btol. Helpless giler aku taktau nak buat cemana ni... Benci... Semua sbb PM giler tu. Ni yg rasa nak hire pembunuh upahan ni geram btol.

Kompeni ni sendiri yg hire aku when I had ZERO knowledge in SAP, kenapa taknak bagi peluang dan terima yg aku dalam proses nak matang dalam SAP and while I'm still on a learning curve?? Kalo haritu aku masih berbelah bagi nak stay in the project or do helpdesk or other projects, now I've decided to leave the project, bcoz the main problem now is not the project itself, it's the people I'm dealing with. I do know I am capable to do the job, I do.

Now it's up to the new consulting manager to decide the rest. sedih



You know you love me!

3 comments:

hamlet said...

kwajja betul perangai macam tu. aku tau ko seorang yang keras.

bincanglah dengan sape2 yang pandei, nak teruskan melawan atau pun back off dan buat benda baru. Afterall she still owning.

Mengalah tak semestinya kalah. Jadi....

girlfriday said...

Jadi...marilah aku mengalah... Ngeee. Tak sudi dah aku nak ngadap dia. Melawan lak is sooo unme.

Thanx emy... :")

green apple said...

aku troma okkk kalau ingat2 kan balik zaman kena submit report every monday. errhhh tekanan.